The Help Which I Need Comes Not From Here... But From He...

The past 2 weeks at work have been really bad. There has been a growing amount of friction between certain parties in LTB which was caused be some new restrictions imposed on us. I don't really want to delve into the topic. In any case, it has caused me to feel very depressed.

Letting emotions run our lives. I'm sure that most people are guilty of that from time to time. I'm no exception. As mentioned earlier, the events of the past 2 weeks have caused me to become a person who gets frustrated very easily and tired most of the time. I did not take comments about myself very seriously and sometimes even argued back at the criticisms. On the outside I might have looked like I was listening and willing to change as I was advised. But that was not the case.

Week after week, Alex would always come to me and disciple/mentor/lecture me on my conduct and how I, as the worship coordinator of Campus Hub, should carry myself. Not as an easily adgitated person who refuses to believe that my strength alone is not enough but a God-trusting person who relies on God's wisdom and power to do things according to His good and perfect will. This prayer goes out to Him.

My Father in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.
Your kingdom come, Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give me this day my daily bread
And forgive my trespasses as I forgive those who trespassed against me.
And lead me not into temptation but deliver me from the evil one.
For Thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory forever and ever.
Amen.

To all who were involved in yesterday's worship, I apologise for not providing a guitarist and for me not being able to stand in on Thursday. Please accept my sincere apologies.

My Random Thoughts for Today

1. There's too much red tape around.

2. Come on, give it up. It's time to move on.

3. Why did I even try?

4. CAmpus Hub rocks my socks!

Good night.

2006

Happy New Year to one and all. May all your New Year resoultions come into being.