alright... christmas once again... so today started for me at 730 when i finally woke up after 3 alarm clock snoozes... i was planning to leave the house at 8 but i kinda got stuck to my computer after a while... it wasn't until 845 that i realised that i was gonna be pretty late... so off it was to church in a cab... cost me 10 bucks in the end cos of the holiday surcharge...
i arrived 15 mins past 9 and was whisked to the mph cos the sanctuary was full... the service was beamed "live" to the projector in the mph... overall it was not bad... but some parts were in need of touching up... service ended early at abt 10... so we all headed to the fellowship hall where we had christmas "snacks" and giving of presents among friends... so while we were stuck with nothing to do, a bunch of us went over to the wan ton mee place and sat there for drinks... spent an hour there while waiting for the 2nd service to finish... at 12, the group from the 2nd service hooked up with us and it was time to go LAN...
played CS at first but people kept complaining... so we switched to vietnam... but still people were complaining... MOHAA was the final option... we played a few rounds of omaha beach and then it was time to go... the rest went home while i stayed at parklane to do up my model... finished applying all the major decals so i guess it'll be finished by next week at the latest... then i can start on jason's gundam...
i pulled out of the place at 630 and took the NEL home to change due to a "lunch-time mishap"... then it was off again... but this time it was to candice's for christmas with cell... so many of the plhers were there and boy was it some party... hahah... sang carols and played this new game called "would you rather"...
followed u justin home and now it's getting really late... gotta go church tml again... so good night and have a Blessed Christmas... Joy to the World!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Sunday, December 19, 2004
weekend was a blast... yesterday it was off to church in da morning to crash band prac... heh... had a good time fiddling with julian's fender strat... haha... luckily i didn't spoil it cos i dun have the cash to get a replacement... haha...
after that it was off to lunch with the toh-sters and julian at the mee goreng place at parklane... that was followed by a 15 min walk to suntec to look for my dream model... the su-27 flanker-b from academy... wah... finally got it... quite ex tho... but it's worth it... so then i lugged the huge box to nakamoto's and continued working on my eagle... touched up on the exhausts and did the burn effect thing... looks cool now with the bluish-silver engine housing... fooh... sprayed the missiles till 11 when i went home...
today was like any other sunday... woke up in the morning to go to church... reached there at nearly 10 cos i couldn't get a cab for 30 mins... worship was a blast... the way shelby did it was just awesome... heh... the enter in song was superb... must get it on mp3... tt's if i can find it... :P ... the christmas story thing was ingenious... heh... i loved the delivery... haha...
we then had a sharing by the myanmar trip ppl... looking at the photos, it was clear that the people there are living in conditions much worse than anyone can imagine... the water they bathe in and drink from is all stagnant water that is filled with green algae and duck weed... but the people aren't complaining... in fact they happily welcomed the team with open arms... from the testimonials, we found out that joy was everywhere in the faces and lives of the people they visited... just imagine that... heh... a little water shortage here would cause the most of us to go start writing complaints to the PUB or something... but there, they learn to live with their conditions and even have the time and joy to worship 100%... now that's incredible...
finally, a new leafership has arisen in the resource team so now ben and i can finally go in peace... heh... hunky body and bench will head the next generation of soundmen and women and clickers into the future... and hopefully they will become so professional that they can take over the manning of the sound system during service and maybe for musicals... it's all up to u guys now... haha...
after church it was lunch with the entire gang at paradiz... from there, the people left one by one... so in the end several of us were left... LAN time! havent played in a long time but i guess my cs skills are still there... heh...got out at 4 to go back to nakamoto's...
did up the rest of the missiles there and sprayd the marking lines on the amraams... the masking took the most time(spent almost 2 hrs masking and 2 mins painting)... kowz... "it's only plastic", someone mused... heh... kowz...
at 745, i went for dinner and then proceeded to church(again) for the coffee-house friendship thing... liaoz... was expecting a couple of PLH ppl to be there but 2 of them pang seh-ed... liaoz... nearly wanted to leave but candice came and so i stayed... heh... believers did a good job singing and the waiters did a good job of waitering... haha... poor shawn and andrew... made them run up and down so many times :P... haha... had teh tarik and the prata place soon after and then took the NEL home...
now, let me talk about a certain subject that has been brought up soooo many times before... it's called PDA... not Personal Digital Assistant(i.e Palm, HP Journada etc...) but rather Public Display of Affection... while on he train, a couple so happened to sit directly in front of me... they were young and ... well, young... so the ride starts ok... then the guy leans on the girl's shoulder... then leans further and further till his nose was almost athe the girl's mammaries... after a while of whispering, the pair started kissing... not the usual mouth-to-mouth, sustained application of suction on each other but rather the exchange of tongues in each other's mouth... it was so darned obvious cos they did not bother to conceal it... it was like sloppy licking and tasting of each other's tasted organ done right in front of dozens of commuters and without shame... gosh... i was stunned... i mean like, if u wanna do it, go do it in some remote part of singapore... home would be appropriate but if that ain't pssible, go do it in some dark corner where u can't be seen lar... sheesh... for me, the beach on a nice quiet night would be ideal... no interruptions, (hopefully) no prying eyes and best of all, the privacy...
something so personal, so private like a display of one's feelings for another should be kept that way, personal and private... if it were me, i'd feel really awkward doing it before so many pairs of eyes... haiz... kids nowadays...
ok.... i'm organising a movie outing tomorrow for all PLHers... Ocean's 12 at plaza sing tml at 715... please meet earlier cos the show starts at 715... dun really want to miss the first part yeah? ok... so those going please msg me to confirm latest by 3 tomorrow.... so far i've got 12 confirmations... ok.. see ya then...
100 Years - Five for Fighting
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy,
Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
after that it was off to lunch with the toh-sters and julian at the mee goreng place at parklane... that was followed by a 15 min walk to suntec to look for my dream model... the su-27 flanker-b from academy... wah... finally got it... quite ex tho... but it's worth it... so then i lugged the huge box to nakamoto's and continued working on my eagle... touched up on the exhausts and did the burn effect thing... looks cool now with the bluish-silver engine housing... fooh... sprayed the missiles till 11 when i went home...
today was like any other sunday... woke up in the morning to go to church... reached there at nearly 10 cos i couldn't get a cab for 30 mins... worship was a blast... the way shelby did it was just awesome... heh... the enter in song was superb... must get it on mp3... tt's if i can find it... :P ... the christmas story thing was ingenious... heh... i loved the delivery... haha...
we then had a sharing by the myanmar trip ppl... looking at the photos, it was clear that the people there are living in conditions much worse than anyone can imagine... the water they bathe in and drink from is all stagnant water that is filled with green algae and duck weed... but the people aren't complaining... in fact they happily welcomed the team with open arms... from the testimonials, we found out that joy was everywhere in the faces and lives of the people they visited... just imagine that... heh... a little water shortage here would cause the most of us to go start writing complaints to the PUB or something... but there, they learn to live with their conditions and even have the time and joy to worship 100%... now that's incredible...
finally, a new leafership has arisen in the resource team so now ben and i can finally go in peace... heh... hunky body and bench will head the next generation of soundmen and women and clickers into the future... and hopefully they will become so professional that they can take over the manning of the sound system during service and maybe for musicals... it's all up to u guys now... haha...
after church it was lunch with the entire gang at paradiz... from there, the people left one by one... so in the end several of us were left... LAN time! havent played in a long time but i guess my cs skills are still there... heh...got out at 4 to go back to nakamoto's...
did up the rest of the missiles there and sprayd the marking lines on the amraams... the masking took the most time(spent almost 2 hrs masking and 2 mins painting)... kowz... "it's only plastic", someone mused... heh... kowz...
at 745, i went for dinner and then proceeded to church(again) for the coffee-house friendship thing... liaoz... was expecting a couple of PLH ppl to be there but 2 of them pang seh-ed... liaoz... nearly wanted to leave but candice came and so i stayed... heh... believers did a good job singing and the waiters did a good job of waitering... haha... poor shawn and andrew... made them run up and down so many times :P... haha... had teh tarik and the prata place soon after and then took the NEL home...
now, let me talk about a certain subject that has been brought up soooo many times before... it's called PDA... not Personal Digital Assistant(i.e Palm, HP Journada etc...) but rather Public Display of Affection... while on he train, a couple so happened to sit directly in front of me... they were young and ... well, young... so the ride starts ok... then the guy leans on the girl's shoulder... then leans further and further till his nose was almost athe the girl's mammaries... after a while of whispering, the pair started kissing... not the usual mouth-to-mouth, sustained application of suction on each other but rather the exchange of tongues in each other's mouth... it was so darned obvious cos they did not bother to conceal it... it was like sloppy licking and tasting of each other's tasted organ done right in front of dozens of commuters and without shame... gosh... i was stunned... i mean like, if u wanna do it, go do it in some remote part of singapore... home would be appropriate but if that ain't pssible, go do it in some dark corner where u can't be seen lar... sheesh... for me, the beach on a nice quiet night would be ideal... no interruptions, (hopefully) no prying eyes and best of all, the privacy...
something so personal, so private like a display of one's feelings for another should be kept that way, personal and private... if it were me, i'd feel really awkward doing it before so many pairs of eyes... haiz... kids nowadays...
ok.... i'm organising a movie outing tomorrow for all PLHers... Ocean's 12 at plaza sing tml at 715... please meet earlier cos the show starts at 715... dun really want to miss the first part yeah? ok... so those going please msg me to confirm latest by 3 tomorrow.... so far i've got 12 confirmations... ok.. see ya then...
100 Years - Five for Fighting
I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy,
Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud but no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud but no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
Well deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Monday, December 13, 2004
A World of Pain
it was late on saturday when i first felt the irritation in my throat... i swallowed harder to try to make it go away but to noa avail... damn... fishbone... stuck there right below my tonsil... at midnight i quickly got changed and took a cab to changi general hospital's A&E department... i was quickly attended to by a doctor who took an x-ray... apparently the x-ray showed nothing... so it was time for the scope... a half metre long fibre optic cable with a camera and light bulb on one end and an eyepiece on the other... the doctor first sprayed lubricant into my left nose and then some local anesthetic into my throat... then, it was time for the pain... he inserted the scope slowly into my nose and down my throat from there to look for the mystery bone... it wasn't really that painful... but it was really uncomfortable... after digging for some time, it was removed... the doctor said that the bone could not be found and so came to the conclusion that the scope had pushed the bone into my stomach... boy was i relieved... the appropriate paper-work was done and i was prescribed some medication plus a 2-day MC till tuesday... pain...
today was the first day of my MC and so i went to camp in the morning to endorse the MC... after that i came back home and did up jason's gundam till it looks like one minus the head... in the evening i went out to catch national treasure with the plh ppl... the show was quite good especially the storyline and the way the events and history were linked... a must-watch for american history buffs and people who generally like mystery/action movies...
and now for my thoughts... it hurt then and it still hurts now... whenever i look back at that day almost a year ago, i never fail to see it with a sense of sadness and disappointment... why did u do it? why did u spite me again? u said u were too busy, too many dreams ahead to let a relationship hold u back... but what did u do? u get someone else and bring him along as if u're showing him off... haiz... disappointment... that's all i can say...
today was the first day of my MC and so i went to camp in the morning to endorse the MC... after that i came back home and did up jason's gundam till it looks like one minus the head... in the evening i went out to catch national treasure with the plh ppl... the show was quite good especially the storyline and the way the events and history were linked... a must-watch for american history buffs and people who generally like mystery/action movies...
and now for my thoughts... it hurt then and it still hurts now... whenever i look back at that day almost a year ago, i never fail to see it with a sense of sadness and disappointment... why did u do it? why did u spite me again? u said u were too busy, too many dreams ahead to let a relationship hold u back... but what did u do? u get someone else and bring him along as if u're showing him off... haiz... disappointment... that's all i can say...
Monday, December 06, 2004
if u've been hanging around me for the past year or so, u'd have caught me saying that i want to go back to school at least once... well, now i've got my wish... i'm back at school... supply and transport training school that is... yup... i finally am on course... class 5 course... driving a 27 ton monster truck on the road... today was my first day and boy were the trucks scary on the road... they take up nearly the whole lane! one wrong move could send the truck up the kerb on the left or into another vehicle on the right! liaoz...
parking was not much easier either... we had to parallel park it... and the stupid power steering thingy was not that power at all... at the rate i'm going, it will mean bigger biceps at the end of the course... urgh... then i also had a cold and sore throat to contend with... not to mention the crappy weather... it kept raining non-stop throughout the day... bleah... it ends on friday IF i can pass the test... so let's just hope for the better shall we?
parking was not much easier either... we had to parallel park it... and the stupid power steering thingy was not that power at all... at the rate i'm going, it will mean bigger biceps at the end of the course... urgh... then i also had a cold and sore throat to contend with... not to mention the crappy weather... it kept raining non-stop throughout the day... bleah... it ends on friday IF i can pass the test... so let's just hope for the better shall we?
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