Sunday, April 25, 2004

This strange feeling inside me...

Ever since going into NS last year, something strange has been happening... i dunno if any of u feel it but i think that something is really going wrong somewhere... i mean, take for example the times the PLH ppl used to go chiong pool or go play MOHAA... well, that feels like so long ago cos it hasnt been happening for so long... *sigh*... ppl now seem to be too busy and have no time for leisurely activities with friends anymore... i'm not saying that they do not go out and have fun at all... but its just that i feel that they dont have any more time for friends outside their closer circle of friends... i dont know why but its bothering me... maybe i'm the only one who's being shyed away from... maybe its cos that irritating side of me is showing again... well, if it is, i'm really sorry abt it... but pls, tell me if it has been showing and not just keep quiet... it'll probably be good if somebody spoke up... hurting as it may be, i'll take anything that comes... oh well... i think i'm just cracking up...or maybe it's just paranoia... anyway, leave a mark ....

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

The Last Supper...

The Last Supper...

Yesterday evening, Jane invited the bunch of PLH seniors out to enjoy our last moments with Ben before he enlists on Friday... We met at about 7 in the evening at Orchard MRT and then went over to NYDC for a great dinner... The baked pasta/rice there is excellent... Furthermore, it's at a resonable price... Must go again... While reclining at the table, we got into a rather deep discussion regarding Ben and a certain girl who's currently residing down under... Apparently there was something going on between them but certain people who were trying to act as catylists in the chemical reaction kinda spoilt everything... So now one half is studying in Auz and simply lovin' it that she doesnt want to come back while the other is sadly being conscripted into the Army on Friday... Looks like nothing's gonna work out... Though that was the conclusion, there were some things said that were rather interesting... Some of these things said are things you might not expect Ben to say to anybody... It was like a Truth or Dare session except that there was only one participant (Ben) and he could only tell truths... Very soon, the questions were flying... From simple Yes/No questions to the more structured ones... Most of them were hard but there were some that left Ben dazed... Oh well, I can't reveal much about what was said so if you want to know more, don't ask me... We left NYDC at 10 and went down to Borders to just look-look-see-see... Stayed there till 1030 and then went home all tired...

Today was the final day of my maintenance course at Sembawang Camp with the Indeco engineers... So as a grand finale, we had to do a 5,000km maintenance check on 2 operational 5-ton trucks... So for the first time during the whold course, I actually got my hands all greasy and dirty... Now that tells you quite a bit on how slack my course is right?... So anyway, tomorrow i will be starting my driving course at Kaki Bukit Camp... Quite nervous cos I'm kinda afraid that I will wreck something while driving... Oh well, I pray that my confidence and skill can build up fast during the course...

Before I end this entry, I would like to pose a question to all who are reading... What determines the maturity of a person? As in what are the things that a person must posses in order to be considered mature? And what should/shouldn't he do in order to display true maturity? Hope to hear from you soon so leave a mark...

Psoting

Posting

Alright folks... my blog's been sitting here idling for way too long alreay... now that i have a great 8-5 job, i will continously update it... so pls continue to come over here cos there's more to be said... and more time to type it in as well... by the way, i'm now a driver undergoing training with STTS as Sembawang camp... soon to go to kaki bukit camp for the real driving stuff... so from now till my next post, ciaoz... and please, i'm begging u, leave a mark...